Decided to spend it with my sister and niece Ellie as won't get to see them for a year. As very doubtful that they will come out to see me unless there will win the lottery. We had a lovely day together went for a walk by the river and had a ice-cream, also went to valley gardens.
We watched the jubilee celebrations which was nice to see before I go just a shame I will miss the London Olympics. When the celebrations had finished both me and my sister knew the time had come to say bye. Which I think it was we had both been dreading all day as we knew we would have to do it at some point. We gave each other a hug and we were both in tears then I had to go. Most of the way home I couldn't stop crying. Also I know tomorrow I will have more goodbyes to come. Then I had to come home and sort out my packing and a have a glass of wine..
At this moment in time I wonder am I doing the right thing but I know it is always what I wanted to do. Its just very daunting at the moment as am leaving my family and friends to go to a new place. So I suppose I have a mixture of nerves and excitement.
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